Thoughts

Dark is the night,

How I wish I could see the light,

In my heart I will fight,

Something feels not right.

Though I feel a gleam,

I wish this was all a dream,

All I want to do is scream.

I hate the fall of tears at night,

Why am I even in this fight?,

The dark is all I know,

All it does is grow grow grow.

I see you standing there,

I know for a fact you don't care,

You are not aware,

Of this Nightmare.

Fate brought me here,

For me to let go of my fear,

One day soon I will go,

To a place you won't even know.

You may think you are strong,

My dear you are very wrong,

For you are nothing without me,

Someday soon You will see,

You are the one that needs me.

I Miss You Dad.

Night time has fallen upon us once again. Sadness comes to heart. The day has gone, the time for wondering thoughts is nigh. Sleep does not beckon this time. Wandering through the dark hall wondering who or what will come in the dark. I sit silently, "Are you here Daddy?, "I miss you very much". You come to me in my dreams but dreams always have to end. It makes the missing more difficult to cope with.

No one knows the pain inside. Everyone says time heals everything. Well, it does not. I still am not accepting that you are gone. So, I sit everyday in the dark talking to you because I know you are here with me. It gives me comfort and some joy. Taken too soon.

I remember everything we did together and everything you said. All those moments are forever embedded in my heart & soul. We argued a lot but in the end we laughed and smiled. Whenever, I look back I see your smile. How you used to walk me to school and wait for me. Now, I just wait for the day we will meet again.

Shadows in the dark portrays,
A gleam of hope still remains,
Though darkness is creeping in,
A light shines within.

Healing wounds still hurting,
Ever wondering.
Laughter in a distance,
Tears in the heart,
Why did we have to part?.

Difficult to let go,
No one to show,
Let me know the way to go.

Sehiris HatiKu

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Daddy

Waktu malam telah jatuh ke atas kita sekali lagi. Kesedihan datang ke hati. Hari telah berlalu, masa untuk berfikir sudah dekat. Tidur tidak menggoda masa ini. Saya duduk dengan senyap, "Adakah anda di sini?," Saya sangat merindui anda. Anda datang kepada saya dalam mimpi saya tetapi mimpi sentiasa berakhir, menjadikannya lebih suka.

Tiada siapa yang tahu kesakitan di dalamnya. Semua orang mengatakan masa menyembuhkan segala-galanya. Nah, ia tidak. Saya masih tidak menerima bahawa ayah saya hilang. Jadi, saya duduk setiap hari dalam gelap bercakap dengannya kerana saya tahu dia ada bersama saya. Ia memberikan saya keselesaan dan kegembiraan. Diambil terlalu lama.

Saya ingat semua yang kami buat bersama dan semua yang anda katakan. Kesemua detik-detik ini tertanam di hati & jiwa saya.